toot...toot -------- ALL ABOARD THE PARTY TRAIN TO COLINS!

...we'll be holding CTown down tonight!!!



"if the world was mine...everybody would be free to smoke weed with us"
--112

12/23- Community Service Field Trip
- Providence Place shopping with Colleen
- having Chelsea dropped off at the mall
- being fed Chinese food
- Picking up Sarah
- walked around shaws
- Slept over Colleens

12/24- Drove to CT
- did hw
-dinner with family
-went downstairs to watch movies for the night

12/25- dinner with family
- drove home
- paul came over
- met Houston, Chuck, Holly(?) at Ctown Beach
- went swimming in the ocean
- watched seven with Houston and Paul

12/26- Providence place mall with paul/ garrett/ mother
- meeting Colleen, Eric, and chelsea at Borders
- more shopping
- Contra dance witih everyone.... =bronywn, willa, eric, chelsea, colleen, creepy old guys, Elisha, tons of other girls that I don't remember their names, Dominic, 'others'
- Lots of eating at Erics house
- mancala witih Chelsea
- changing voicemail message to read something about a new vibrator

12/27- waking up at butt crack of dawn
-drive from Barrington to Charlestown (crap)
- work until 4
- cleaned Joeli's room
- went to Karyns house
- intervention with Dez
- fourwheeling
- meet up with Steve after work
- drive home with Steve


12/28- worky
-visit from Jeremy, and Keeb
- "experimental night" with Becca, Bonnie, Hailey and Katherine
- DDR for many hours(finally got to learn how to play)

12-29- woke up Colleen
- went back to bed
- Watched Dragonball Z (Brolly) with Houston
- went to Colleens house
- picked up Bronwyn
-Picked up Eric
- hung around at Thayer St.
- sleeepover at my house with Colleen

I've never felt a real part of my family even when I was younger, I had always been pushed away, or told that I was different. This holiday was undoubtably no different than any other. Two dinners, one on Christmas eve when kids hand out presents and I spend the night down by myself in the basement watching movies. The next night, continues to be full of arguments, and dinner with the entire family swarming around some roasted meat in a table, while 4 + dogs roam around aimlessly, keeping me amused for hours.

I have grown to adopt one particular part of my Aunt Sues living room for myself. The farthest part of the room holds a long couch, where I sit with my right foot under the left, hands wrapped around a book of some sort in efforts to block out and unneccessary comments. Occasionally I would glance up and free my ears to the sounds around the house, only to find some pointless ramble about town gossip which proves unsophisticated to me, and usless information. However, I must sit there for hours trying to contain myself under the pressure of bitch slapping one or more of my relatives. Soon I will be able to return to the comfort of my own home. Ahh....no more chinese crazy talk, or druken females rambling about lost love!!! *smiles*

Again with the crazy situations (ie. hot tub) at Joshys party! It was nice seeing everyone, and even talking to people I usually don't. Josh, Kristyn, Will, Colleen, Becky, Myself, Alia, Carlton, Adam F, Doug D, Travis, Ryan, Bruce, and whoever else was there.

quote of the night
"You are like Santa...but prettier"
--Kristyn

Hints
-hot tub
-DDR
-crazy pizza
-Ryan and his crazy presents
-Beckys "lotion"
-Super Dad hat

Honestly, I seem to get myself into the strangest situations. However, today was fun at Newport!

Tuna told me to "sex it up" at winterball....so I think I'm going to have another great night.

Last night Jaq Betty and I drove up to Boston to go see MSI(Mindless Self Indulgence), Uncle Fucker, and Tub Ring! It was a great show at the Avalon! Athough Jaq passed out, we enjoyed ourselves. I danced besides this boy with a red shirt on, and nappy dreds, and I loved every minute! I hear that they (MSI) aren't going to play another tour in New England, and I am kinda bummed...if you have any information on that...fill me in!!!

xoxoxo
D. Cross

Chinese!

one chinese man down....
one to go!!!

** my mom kicked yin out, and hopefully yong will leave soon!!

What are we doing tonight Brain?
What we do every night--trying to take over the world!!!

Tea & choclate = thank you Yelena

...I guess things just change, but even still I'll always drink my tea the same way I learned (with tons of sugar, because apparently it makes things sweet--just like I'll always need Mrs. Belov around when making "russian potatos!")

*flinches at memory of being hit when folding tin foil the wrong way around a stupid potato*

pseudo kelsey (2:08:36 PM): how's the germ fort holding up?
my dreamy socks (2:09:06 PM): the walls are starting to cave...those friendly health balls keep flying
pseudo kelsey (2:09:29 PM): bastards
my dreamy socks (2:10:19 PM): who do they think they are...trying to throw soup over the battle fields of germs..sheesh
pseudo kelsey (2:10:46 PM): good god
pseudo kelsey (2:11:25 PM): you should cough their ass back to uh... nevermind, I can't think of a healthy place :-(
my dreamy socks (2:12:09 PM): back to the "clean clean place"
pseudo kelsey (2:12:16 PM): yes
pseudo kelsey (2:12:22 PM): the clean clean place
pseudo kelsey (2:12:33 PM): uh.. the hospital?
my dreamy socks (2:12:44 PM): um...its clean, but sure got its coughs
my dreamy socks (2:12:57 PM): but sure is disinfected...UNLIKE CHARIHO
my dreamy socks (2:13:06 PM): which is a ward for disease
pseudo kelsey (2:13:15 PM): aggghh
my dreamy socks (2:13:33 PM): sigh of unhealthy anguish?
pseudo kelsey (2:13:40 PM): nevar!
my dreamy socks (2:14:31 PM): *I shall get you* screams the cough monster
pseudo kelsey (2:14:59 PM): not the cough monster!!
my dreamy socks (2:15:41 PM): *runs at full speed, but trips over young sneezing girl*
pseudo kelsey (2:16:17 PM): *wraps herself in a rubber sheet*
my dreamy socks (2:16:18 PM): *scorns sneezing girl *....but I shall get even the healthy
pseudo kelsey (2:18:18 PM): mmmrmf!

Yesturday I was flourished with many surprises along them were: cookies, cards, hugs, a german choclate cake, a beautiful boquet of flowers from Paul and many unwanted sneezes!! But Kelsey always knows how to make you smile even when you aren't have the best day due to sickness!! Many thanks to my "freshman pet!!"



AND

Mirage2 29 84 (4:42:44 PM): What up?
Mirage2 29 84 (4:42:48 PM): still sizzick?
Mirage2 29 84 (4:43:00 PM): if so that blizzows



my dreamy socks (4:39:17 PM): WHAT IF I DON'T WANT TO GET OFF YOUR BALLS?
IGrrrrrrrrrAtU (4:39:32 PM): well then i'll have to pry you off with a fork
my dreamy socks (4:39:36 PM): no....
IGrrrrrrrrrAtU (4:39:36 PM): haha
my dreamy socks (4:39:40 PM): not the fork!!
IGrrrrrrrrrAtU (4:40:07 PM): oh yes!
IGrrrrrrrrrAtU (4:40:09 PM): the fork
IGrrrrrrrrrAtU (4:40:16 PM): dun dun dun


TheFridgeDaemon (5:18:50 PM): birthday bitch!
TheFridgeDaemon (5:19:21 PM): so when can i give you your happy birthday lapdance?

I hope it comes as no surprise.....I just want you to know I have no place to go, until the day you die

It wasn't the way you looked that set you apart. It was the way you thought, so many things I have adopted as my own, here so far from you. Like that way you had of connecting things as obscure as descartes' meditations and eminem (whom you secretly despised, you said you liked him as a 'cover'...no one who likes eminem could be gay, right?). or the rationalization you used in a vain attempt to justify the deadly things you did or the ways you hurt people. These are things I do now, things that are helpful but more dishonest than I'll pretend I used to be.

Oh snap!

In English class today, we have been discussing if Hester Prynne, of The Scarlet Letter was a sympathetic character. A comment of a person made me think, because it was something about how is was the forces of society that committed her to be an adultress, and another person, said...."she was with Dimmesdale, while married to Chillingworth, because she was sexually bored, and couldn't control herself--she knew she could lie, and wanted to control everyone without ever getting caught in between her two seperate lives..."(paraphrased)

What have all the porn stars gone?