I forgot last night, within the bunches of fun...to blog an interesting coverstation I had with Jack, when the both of us weren't doing homework, but should have been...oops..

The basis of it was thinking, and rethinking about additional people in your own head and talking with them at different times...about simple problems, to the most complicated debats.

About how I will sit in my room, and read, and for each character make up a "new danielle" with her own voice, sometimes even males. Even after closing the book, the people will still stay in my head. When I was younger I never had many friends, and I didn't like to make up imaginary people, because they were dumb, and I didn't like talking to trees, and walls trying to fool myself into thinking there was another person there...

Jack was telling me about how he has stopped voicing many opionions throughout the day, but merely speaking to himself...I find this rather different, and interesting, that I'm not the only person to create other people in my head. Not sure if it is slight schizophrenia or what....

Interesting to ponder.... I've had many days of encompassed in thought. I do enjoy them.

I've been thinking
we've been drinking
and it doesn't get me anywhere

Its kinda hard with you not around...

Sometimes at night, I want to run down to the nearest store screaming at the top of my lungs nothing particularly important, and suddenly stop while approaching the door. Continue browsing, but when leaving sprint out jumping, screaming, and yelling at every object for the sake of looking like a complete idiot, showing the reality of most--idiotic.

Tuna is doing well...she was so happy today getting peeded on buddy who was also so excited to see him!! Also she says that Colleen is the craziest person ever!!

"Put a fucking shirt on me"

Another dance....

The usual duo of Colleen and I driving some uneager person up to Rehobeth Mass under the false pretentions of "clubbing, or dancing," when not understood that it would be a nice of line dancing, and ass grabbing by older people...little did we know that today would be CRAZY!!

Even though I didn't think I was going to be able to make it up....and not by any meaning, unable to bring Shelana I skillfully pleaded for an hour ride up to mass....


1. Meeting Jess, Colleen(a diff one), NIcole, Kelly and introducing them to myself, Tony Morris, and Jeff(a goof ball from URI)

2. Dancing around being kissed then pushed into Chelseas mother with a blank look on my face, and unable to say a word to her about what just happened with her daughter.

3. Sitting with 4 people with legs spread in a shape of a snowflake, then being stared at my EVERYONE, and later leaving to prance around the patio with all the people in 30* weather. We continued to exchange clothing, with the idea of Chelsea and I running out of the crowd, and taking off our clothes. It proceeded to engage everyone else!!

4. We returned to our playful attitudes downstairs, at the bottom of libary hall, and proceeded to joke around and dirty dance with everyone, turning ourselves inside out and creating a huge racket in the hall with eight people.

5. Dancing with Jess was so much fun, and after having a little problem, and chelsea helping me out her and I had a nice talk upstairs while watching the dance. Everyone is such good dancers, wish I could do some things alittle better atleast. I always love improvement...

6. Chelsea runs upstairs as fast as she can, screaming that I have to be the guy, to this one dance that her boyfriends father plays in. Mind you, I've only been the guy once before and wasn't really sure what to do, but I did okay, at least, I didn't recieve any compliants!

7. Goodbye hugs, and kisses were indeed done atleast 5 times, and no one wanted to leave......

8. The night was concluded with a sleepover with colleeny, Chelsea, and myself...a great conclusion to a wonderful night!!

slow down everyone...you're moving too fast!

Auto response from Ah Friggin (1:45:54 AM): "No place i'd rather be...then right here right now."

I ataris concert rocked
a. group=matt, will, adam, mike, lisa, mike, girl that ditched us, kevin, will's girlfriend, mary, and some more
b. I met two drunk girls who were awesome
c. started the mosh with matt, kevin, marie, and other girl
d. vendetta red rocked
e. saw tons of people from chariho
f. people that won guitars weren't even stoaked about them...they were signed by vendetta red and ataris
g. crowd surfered
h. got to front of line
i. kissed lead singer of ataris when he crowd surfed
j. got autographs from vendetta red

BASICALLY I ROCKED AT URI!

and I've been at uri ever since....party with sk guys, and colleen...slept over....field of screams with ataris group, and soon to be there for another concert!!

everyone is so nice, I love it...can't wait to get the hell out of Chariho...one more year!

Definitly long long week ahead...but I'm excited Ataris concert tonight, hope it is good!!

Mango is My Favorite Fruit

It has certainly been awhile since I've posted here, and consequently I am stuck pondering in a hole what to write about...

Starting the race off with Homecoming--it was a blast! Chelsea grew to become friends with everyone, and danced 'till the sun rose in the mornin'! Funniest thing was here telling me she wouldn't fit in..."my skirt is too short.," "Oh Jeez Chelsea, don't worry about that--you'll fit right into chariHO!"

About about the second mile we were loosing steam when her mother wanted her home, so Tony Morris, Chelsea and myself went upon an adventure up stream...this time with a paddle and made it up there after battling with many obstacles. (ie. mexicans, missing the exit, and mooning)

Finishing up at a horrible place this week, was a unwanted doctor appt, landing me with many medications for a plethora of problems! Also I had a pile of make up work to do the size of ohh....lets say CHINA! Along with helping Yin. He's having a hard time...but we're there for him!

Missing a couple days of school, I was very happy except the excitement of walking through the shoot deminished after when all my teachers handed out report cards and mine were filled with high C's and B's. BIG BUMMER! But I'll be gaining some points soon---I USRE HAVE TO MORe THAN A COUPLE SECONDS TO SHAVE OFF MY RACE TIME!!

and I'm out! Where's the damn door??

it's a mad mad world we're all doing time in a mad mad world, we're all left behind in a mad mad world, and all we leave is just a memory i think about the things you said "live each day like it was your last" i think about your life, and how it went by so fast when you lose a friend it hurts so fuckin bad inside. especially when that friend commits sucide