This is for all the lonely people

..Thinking that life passed you bye

I went out the other night with my friends Shelana and Adam W, from East Greenwich. The short time we spent in Narragansett walking along the wall I got a small glimpse of how it could have been for me to be innocent, and free. Shelana ran from Adam and I down the road and Adam turned to me, and said "I feel like her father!" So we chased her across the road, while she dodged cars. I couldn't help but toss my head back and laugh uncontrollably! She was walking respectfully for a little while, so Adam and I walked about 20 feet behind her "stalking" her. She suddenly jumped the wall to the ground "tons of rocks." We saw her jump and we both hesitated then bolted to see her on the ground. We ran to about where we thought she was and looked down and didn't see anything. If I was a spectator to our circus it would have seemed hilarious, but at the time both Adam and I were nervous. We frantically ran up and down trying to find a glimpse of her to be reassured. Nothing...then 50 ft from where we came from we heard a cry, and turned 180 degrees and ran in that direction. Shelana popped up from the bushes laughing, and we chased her down!!! The night continued with Shelana using Adam as a horse, and galloping down the street. I went and sat on the edge of the ocean looking out at the Newport Bridge. The moon reflected upon each wave in the ocean so beautifully I couldn't stop looking at it. Later, Adam can and sat down with me, put his arm around me and asked me what was wrong. Of course nothing is wrong; what do you have against a dreamer looking at her dreams. Shelana decided to go very close to the water and arisen tension in me again. I noticed right next to me a rock that reminded me of the movie "knight in the round table" the one that the sword is in. I dove from one thought to the next and thought of the movie, the fairytale, and then my present situations. I thought of all my friend, my foes, and situations. I thought about how Fiske is home and I hardly see him, about Adam W and how I was the last on the list, Amanda struggling through the last of the school year, Ellen and Steve, Proms, Briana life guarding, Chelsea and Eric dancing around the night, Colleen roughing it in the woods of who knows where, Steve and the hair, Joeli and her going to MIT, Elizabeth and how I almost killed her, Angelo Becky and I one night, and everyone and everything. I loved just thinking and remembering all details.

"Jungle love is driving me mad...it’s making me crazy"